a little pause in Life :)

We were always like this ! We love to show the emotions according to what others will think about us instead of what we actually feel. The recent incident about one of a young talented actor has left us with the very basic question of "WHY WE DENY TO ACCEPT"? Well yes people will stop posting about the recent incident by the end of this week or a month . They will get engaged to the same old routine of running after money so that one day we could live better . The sanity of basic life is to live , to feel , to observe the things around us and not just keep running and ending it with a huge list of things to-do. Thinking about the life in a manner that things will get back to normal is the very basic error we do . ! Can we undo an error ? Can we mend a Broken Glass without being able to see the cracks ? We certainly can't? but the thing here is not about seeing the broken glass but to accept that its broken and not to hide the story behind it . Mistakes happen

मेरे  लफ़्ज़ों  के पन्नो पे कुछ  बात तोः है, यादों  की सांसो से मुलाकात तोः है। कुछ नग्मे है ,कुछ किस्से है, कुछ अपनों को खोने के ज़ज़्बात तोः है। पल पल बदलती इस दुनिया में , कुछ अनजाने से एहसास तोः है। फिर क्यों रह जाती है अनकही बातें , और क्यों होती है अधूरी मुलाकातें। क्यों होती है शाम सूरज ढलने के बाद , क्यों बिचरते है लोग मिलने के बाद। क्यों हर  मोहब्बत मुकम्मल नहीं होती, क्यों  बेवफाई की कोई वजह नहीं होती। यूही  नहीं मील जाते है लोग इस दुनिया में , उनके मिलने की वजह खुस खास तोह है। ढलता है सूरज हर शाम को लौट जाने को , क्यूंकि हर  शाम के भी कुछ ज़ज़्बात तोः  है। आज जो हम तुम साथ तोः है, कुछ यादें है , कुछ बातें है। कुछ अनकहे लफ़्ज़ों में सिमटे हुए पल , कुछ रिश्तों के अधूरे होने की बात तोह है। मेरे  लफ़्ज़ों  के पन्नो पे आज फिर से कुछ अनकही सी बात तोः है। 

Arjun opened his eyes and all he could see is people are gathered around him .Confused and Puzzled ,he tried to call his wife and ask her about all this mess he could see in front of his eyes but suddenly he saw her crying sitting next to her. Her face was all red , eyes were swollen , hairs were mess which hardly happens with so many people to visit , she use to be perfectly ready before such gatherings ,as he was trying to understand the situation he saw his parents coming towards him , by now it was all messed up so he got up and what he saw was devastating , His body was still lying there like a motionless creature. All he could remember about last night was the walk towards kitchen to have a glass of water at around 2.am . Slowly after million of thoughts popping up in his mind he understood that he has left his near and dear ones , but how could he believe what he was experiencing .How could he even think of dying when there was so much to do , he haven't even thought in his

आँखों में कुछ नमी आज भी है , तेरे ना होने की कमी आज भी है। यु करके मोहब्बत भूल जाते है लोग , इस दिल में बेबसी आज भी है। यु तोह तुझे पाने की चाहत आज भी है, तेरी जुल्फोन में खो जाने की आरज़ू आज भी है। पर अब न लौट के आएंगे ये वादा है , ज़िन्दगी का मोल अभी तेरी मोहब्बत से जायदा है। रहते है कुछ लोग जिनके लिए जीने का इरादा है , क्यूंकि ज़िन्दगी का मोल अब  तेरी मोहब्बत से जायदा है। 

नग्में तो होंगे   मेरी  इस  महफ़िल  मे  पर  हम  ना  होंगे , किस्से  मेरी  मोहब्बत  के  सुनायेगा  कोई ओर पर  हम  ना  होंगे. चाहत  की  थी हमने  भी  उन्हे खुदा  मान के , चाहतो  के  चर्चे  तो  होंगे  पर  हम  ना  होंगे. होगी  फिर  वही  रात  और  वही  होगी  चाँदनी , बस  उस  चाँदनी  के  दीदार  को  हम ना होंगे. होता  अगर  बस  मे  मेरे  तो  मोहब्बत  उन्से  भी  करवा  लेते  , पर  इस  एहसास  को  जीने  के  लिए  अब  हम ना होंगे. सोचा  था  अपना  भी  छोटा  सा  एक आशियाँ  होगा , लम्हे  होंगे  , बातें  होंगी , लम्हे  तो होंगे  तेरी  जिंदगी  मे  येह  सारे , बस  उन  लम्हो  मे  एक  हम  ना होंगे.

  We often heard in life that “The pen is mightier than the sword”. Yes, this is true but we never wonder about the authenticity of the work written by the pen. That’s simply because we were never taught to question the same. Today I just had this argument with myself after watching the movie Baar baar Dekho. What’s said by the critics and people around me gave me an impression about that movie was that it’s not worth anyone’s time to devote in such kind of movie and I was following the same rule taught to me “Not to question the authenticity”, unless and until one old friend of mine suggested that I should watch the movie and decide by myself instead of blindly following the word of mouth. Still I was not convinced because it’s easy to be with the majority then to take a stand. There are so many simple things in life we choose to ignore, so many rituals blindly followed that we didn’t even have the courage to question that! Why is that? Why are we the way we are? Mayb